Feeling a little....uncreative

The last few days I have been feeling a bit depressed and uncreative. I have been spinning like a maniac and knitting on a new pair of socks but still I feel like something is......missing. I feel like something is stifled and I can't seem to get it back. I haven't drawn or painted in years and I wonder if that is why I am so.....lost.

I loved to paint and draw all through highschool and part of college. It was my outlet and I always looked forward to it. I am not saying I was very good, not terrible, but not particularly good. I never found my own style and pretty much just did it for fun. Once I started knitting again I put it on the back burner and started focusing on other things. Then I started spinning and you know the rest. I have tried to doodle like I use to but it isn't really coming back to me and I feel really sad about that. Like I lost something very dear to me. Maybe I am just crazy and just need to work on it like I use to and I will fall in love with it again. Who knows.